Staring at the computer not doing anything...
Yuppz... staring at the computer literally not doing anything.. its 2:55am now in the morning...
Had like a big Ulcer in my upper gum of my mouth.. freaking painful... hate it when ulcers attack the gum... cox it hurts the most..
Practice at Strikeforce Studio was fruitful just now... managed to come out with something and tried it... kept doing it until like 12:15 am... took a cab home.. sponsored by Boon, my strikeforce head.. hahaha!
Guess later is gonna be another day of rotting for me at home... alright.. nothing much to update also...
will find something interesting to update soon!
stay tuned! =D
Feeling somehow kinda empty....
Its 1:50am in the morning.. sitting in my room feeling kinda empty... somehow... alot of things went thru my brain and im feeling the headache.....
Pretty disappointed at this juncture with how some of my friends were.. i know i dun have the right to say about anybody.. but ....
Im sure recently.. all of u have heard of the Miss World Singapore Pageant, and with regards to Miss World herself...
soo.. some of my friends has shared with mi her youtube vids.. the one with leopard prints and whatnots... i admit the first time i watched it... i laughed... then it hit mi hard... and the following few days.. the vid was everywhere.. everyone sharing the vid with mi.. different version of how people made fun of her....
i was disappointed that those hurtful words came out from my friends.. christians friends... after i watched the vids... and i stopped and paused.. and realise that why am i even laughing at something that is not even supposed to laugh at...
i heard so many criticism with regards to her from my friends... okay.. lets put it this way... how would u feel if u are the one in her shoes?
let say u won something big.. and everyone is focusing on ur shortcomings, like hmm... u are short.. people dun like ur face.. how would u feel?
yes.. no doubt she won Miss World.. for wat reason i dunno... but since she has alreadi won.. she must have something that has of values and traits of a Miss World.. hence she won...
Everyone has shortcomings.. im sure u have urs too... but are we there to help each other up.. or laugh and trample on each other with their shortcomings? i tink the least we shld even do is to not laugh at her.
God has told us to love our enermies just as we love our neighbour... and the last shall be first and the first shall be last...
i mean dont she knows she have this shortcoming? im sure she do... and she is just not realli that eloquent in speech... and it must have taken her courage to even sign up for it... Shouldnt we focus on her good points instead of her bad? instead of pulling her down with her shortcoming... shouldnt we encourage her to press on and Shine for Singapore?
just put urself in her shoes, how will she feels when she won this award.. and yet the entire nation is pulling her down for something that she is not good at? everyone has good points and bad ones too... maybe she is more of a mathes and science student.. instead of languages? i dunno.. but i just feel that... everyone has weaknesses.. and she won the award based on her own strength..
if u wanna talk about being a nation, we cant even stand with her and edify her and encourage her when she represent singapore, wats there to talk about being a nation? everytime someone won something, there is bound to have talks on how bad the person is and whatnots.. so wats there to talk about representing singapore when we cant even stand together as one?
through this incident.. although it doesnt concern me, but i saw humanity.. i saw the reflection of how i used to be in the past... i saw the other side of people...
i guess thats all i wanna say... gonna hit the sack...
take care guys..
Exams OVER! and its OUTING!
HAhahaa... okay... exams officially ended on tuesday 6pm... and it officially declares a big 1 1/2 months holidays for mi... unlike the other year 3s who onli had 2 weeks the most for holidays... thanks to the school that i still owe them 1 comp studies... so hence needa do that next sem during FYP...
Been going out pretty much ever since.. spent like i dunno how much money in a day to get clothes and bottoms... and im still buying! someone seriously needa stop me before i squander all my money off.. LOL!
Bought 2 realli nice apparels from Domanchi/ People of Asia and cineleisure respectively... if u have been to cineleisure.. im sure u might have come across this pushcart that sells digital music tee shirt.. its damn dope la... the design on the shirt is more of LED lights.. that connects to a sensor and the lights just kinda move accordingly to the music/noise from the surrounding thru the sensor... so bought a realli nice design one... will show u guys when i got the battery for the sensor and i take pic with it...
Another shirt i bought from People of Asia is a black buttoned tee from Domanchi.. kinda like it alot ever since the first time i saw it.. and all those that saw it likes it too... so bought that shirt as well...
next up will be bettle bug shoes... but that will have to wait till i get a job first! Applied a job at one of the archery range shop in suntec... so happen to pass by and mae went in to ask something.. and then we saw the notice for part time staff.. enquire bout it.. and wah lahhh.. filled in the application for the job.. realli hoping that they are gonna call mi to tell mi that i got it... =X
hmm... recently.. kinda ponder on the decision that i have to make.. and for those that are close.. i tink they know wat decision im making.. and i realli cant come to a decision... its like.. i wanted it so much.. but yet.. i dun have the courage to face it... all those that knew.. yes.. some told mi to be decisive... make a decision and stick to it.. some ask mi to think bout it carefully before making a move.. i realli dunno!!!
but i guess like no matter wat.. life still has to go on.. and i hope i can come to a good decision soon... its not easy.. it realli aint.. but i'll still come to decision soon...
Last Sunday was Strikeforce annual gathering.. and also appreciation for Neo.. he is flying back to south africa in a few weeks time... i will strongly remember his words for mi during NDP.. regarding the contribution i can contribute to strikeforce... and he is always there encouraging mi throughout the entire time..
i clearly remember there was this time i was realli stuck with the drumline sequences for NDP.. no matter how i try.. i just cant get it.. and he just realli slowly..very patiently.. break down the stuff for mi.. and taught mi all the parts that i dun realli know.. the timing and the break for it... and in the midst.. he just kept encouraging... at that point.. i was really on the verge of giving up but he just kept telling mi dun give up... i can do it.. and yes indeed.. i manage to grasp the sequence and play on time... credits all go to him for helping mi throughout that NDP journey..
i will also always remember the times we spent.. like both us dancing and goofing around when the music is playing and stuff... playing shakers and toys together during MTT... he is realli an inspiration.. at least to me...
Alright.. some visuals taken with him at the gathering!
NDP peeps.
SF Newbies 2009
Alright... its bout 4am soon.. and i gotta hit the bed...
take care people! update soon!
till then!
