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I reckon it’s been a super long time since I last touched my rotting fungus blog which I doubt anyone still reads it now anyway.
2011 has been pretty eventful I have to say. From being Depot Clerk in Army to becoming and accepting who I really am, I cant imagine how time really flies past just like that. Another bout 7 + months and its time to bid goodbye to the army which I feared joining last year august. Im just really thankful and felt really blessed in a way to be posted to 6AMB where I probably made the bestest friends out of it.
Being the Depot Clerk has kinda like been rather challenging because of the workload and the stress given from all the upper management. Somehow I reckon the outgoing clerk has really set the bar high in his days that everyone expects me to fit in and hit that bar.
Apparently I have to say im not that atas as him. Cox basically im not him. Was rather disappointed when I heard that in some people opinion, I wasn’t even anywhere near him in term of standards and stuff. But I will still do my utmost best in my job scope and probably hope that I can reach there someday before I ORD.
So many things have happened in the year of 2011. Friends come and go, according to wat the sayings goes, and I truly believed it now. Faced some really hypocritical people in my life and somehow it just really shook me back into reality. To learn a lesson I supposed.
Sometimes I really wished time can just fly back to either the Primary school days or Secondary school days where by everyone was just as what they are. No pretence, no hypocrites and definitely there to hear u out and be there for each other.
Probably one of the biggest thing that happens to me was that I actually accepted myself for who I am and it doesn’t really seem as bad as the way I portrayed it to be. (:
Finally had my eyes corrected after 11 years and its been doing me well, except for the occasional discomfort and pain, but nonetheless im thankful that my eyes could be cured and treated.
LOL. I realised im so different in the way I wrote this blog and stuff. (must be because of the way I wrote in camp). If you haven realised, there aint any “haha” or “lahhhh” and whatsnot.
Okay shall not digress.
Gonna fly to Taiwan in a bout a weeks time. 1st time taking a plane and going so far out of Singapore some more. Felt kinda jittery and nervous yet at the same time excited and anticipating for the day to come. But whats more paranoid was my parents who kept nagging and telling me to pack my luggage and etc etc. yeap and I know they meant well for me. So its appreciated. (((:
Oh yea. Took up a sport which I never would have tot I would take up in my life, ever. When I told people about it, they were like.. “you?!” LOL! But nonetheless, gonna prove them wrong and probably it’s the vain part of me went wrong to join that sport. It has something to do with dragons, go figure.
Alright, shall probably end here for now.
Have a great week ahead! (:
Happy Chinese New Year!
Happened to chance upon some blogs and realises i haven been bloggin and updating my blog for like MONTHS... so here goes some updates! (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (((:
Its the 4th day of CNY 2011 now as its 3:10am at the moment.. CNY was pretty alright for me i guess.. like it cant be any interesting or appealing to me anymore.. Ang Bao kinda like shrunk thru the years.. i dun mean the packet.. i meant the value in it.. wonder if it has anything to do with the economy... but other than that.. CNY was just realli another day going around visiting and then rot. nothing more than that.
Its officially half a year now from the date i enlist.. 18 more months to go.. was realli glad that my appointment now is a clerk.. but then going thru this transition period was realli kinda stressful.. Everything was so new and not to mention alot to learn as well.. and that apart from learning.. i kept screwing up things.. for a moment i realli am thinking if i am the suitable guy to take over the outgoing clerk. no doubt that i realli liked the job and stuff but knowing that im quite a perfectionist at times.. i just realli feel guilty and bad for screwing up stuff! Alot more to learn bah i guesss.. i'll see it as a challenge for me and im sure i can overcome it... i have overcame even tougher situations and i will make sure im more alert and finish up the job well.. Jiayou!
In a bout 2 to 3 weeks time.. im finally going to have my visions back.. its been a looonngg 11 years with this pair of eyes... realli had it with the eyes.. im realli looking forward to the Operation and the aftermath of it.. like finally i can see properly with both eyes and be normal for once after the Op.
No doubt im realli scared as this is gonna my first Operation.. and i dunno wats gonna happen. but im keeping my faith strong that everything will turn out well and the operation will be a smooth one.. and of course no side effects after the Operations in the years to come.
Alright.. just a short update from yours truly. Have a great New Year ahead and may it be fruitful and full of prosperity! HUAT AH!! :D
BACK! :)
Okayy... so im finally back to bloggg.. after like months of not blogging... Been kinda realli busy with NS... its the 7th week into NS.... and trust me.. NS is such a bitch at times...
Even if i had some unhappiness.. also cant blog it out cox its like saying something bad about the government or anything.. then i will get my ass burn... -.-
okayyy.. so im going thru by BMT vocational period now.. gonna POC in 2 weeks time! i seriously CANNOT wait for it come... and then leave the treacherous camp...
4 weeks in tekong was more of like a chalet i would say.. although it was realli hectic at times.. cox they squeezed the 7 weeks syllabus into 4 weeks for tekong.. so every week we had like 1 high key event.. but overall.. i would say its a lot better...
5 weeks in sembawang camp.. ehhh.. now is the 3rd week.. embarking onto the 4 weeks... i have a feeling things are just gonna get worst as the weeks comes leading up to passing out ceremony..
now the onli thing that motivating me is to finished BMT.. the finishing line is like sooooooo nearrrrr.. but yet it seems so farrrr...
to be honest.. i realli dun see any interest in NS... its sooo unlike wat i thought it would be before i enlist.. im sure everyone knows i hate technical stuff to the core.. its like the last thing i would even wanna touch or do on earth.. but yet.. im still posted to be a Communications technician... blardy sianz laa... engineering again! but then its NS.. its realli called "lan lan suck it up"... no choice... i realli regretted not changing course in poly..
if i had ever knew that staying in engineering course would lead me to so much misery... i would rather waste that one year and change course!
Alright.. i shall stop venting...
On the brighter note.. every weekends was well spent.. making full use of the precious 2 days to enjoy myself with my friends and cell group...
Gonna celebrate gram's birthday tmr! its been sooo long since i last saw all my other relatives on my gram's side... looking forward to tmr! hahahah! and also one of the best part is booking in at 9pm! hahahaa.. got more time outside before i go back to camp.
Okay laaa.. shall stop here! All the best to my fellow camp mates.. 2 more weeks! and we are done with BMT and throw beret! :)
For those that just got enlisted, all the best too! enjoy and Passing out will reach real soon! :)
Take care! :)
Ups and Downs
Finally back yet again... its 12.32 am right now.. on a monday morning.. cant realli go to sleep due to coffee... somehow i kinda dislike the nescafe coffee.. and decided to brew some espresso aka coffee black aka kopi-O to drink.. hahaha.. aint too bad.. loving the coffee.. :)
Somehow.. alot of things had happened within the short span of weeks.. many Ups and downs.. wats even harder was to put on a facade of smiles and show the brightful side of me when im not even brightful at all...
Many times.. tears were bout to fall but i fought it.. i fought it hard enough to not even let one drop fall....
the places that i went to with you.. the memories that we had.. the happy times that were shared.. everything gone in a split second when u decided to leave.. this entire week has just been hard.. everything just kept reminding me of you.. the lil actions that u made... the stuff that u bought.. and the clothes that u tried at the shop.. everything just keep coming back to me this week.. except for you... all i ever have now is just memories.. i will never forget the times spent..
thank you for that great memories and the great time spent together.. i realli cherished it.. from the very first time we met.. till the day we parted.. i clearly remembered all the time that was shared.. the places that we went together before will never be the same for me anymore... i miss you.. i miss you so much that i myself dun even know how to comprehend...
i told myself i will not disturb u after tat last msg that i sent to you.. and im trying hard to keep that self- promise... i needa move on i know.. but i cant right now.. one week ago.. we were still happy and fun.. but one week later.. everything changed.. and i never knew that the impact could be that massive...
i know i have alreadi lost you.. but i just wan u to know that i realli misses you... i dunno if u will ever see this.. but if by any chance.. any stroke of luck u chanced upon this.. i wan u to know that u will always be a part of my life .. a part of my life encounters that's sweeet..
On a brighter note..
YOG first combined rehearsal was pretty okay.. with the students.. though there are some cock ups and chaos... but it being the combined rehearsal.. all those are bound to happens..
im just glad that the students enjoyed performing on the stage and not finding it a chore and a bore to be part of YOG.
Regarding Army.. 2 more weeks and im heading in.. dunno wat awaits for me on that island across singapore.. but wat has to come has to come... i hope i will be able to brave through that 9 weeks and the subsequent remaining months at the unit.. which will amount to 2 years..
Blessing to be in PES C?? maybe i guess.. but things might always happen.. never know... so yeap... shall go in with an open mind and keep positive..
alright.. thats all i have for this time.. needa rest... been an emotional rollar collaster ride these weeks..
thank you for reading.. take care.
IM BACKKKKKKK!!!!!!!
Alrightyy.. Haven been updating the blog since Feburary... So many things had happened from feb till now... literally too many to even list it out..
21st Birthday was AWESOME! i cant believe my house can actually take in that huge amount of guests that attended my birthday party... THANK guys for making my birthday sucha memorable one..
Internship at Wincor was shitty... wasnt realli wat i wanted though... in terms of its job description.. but i still made it thru.. in a blink of an eye.. 10 weeks just whizz pass.. and i gotten a realli good results with regards to internship.. wahahaha!
Following that was Graduation Ceremony! Loved that day.. it was so hectic since morning .. cox the reporting time is at freaking 7:15am.. but u know.. being singaporeans.. lateness is a compliment.. so well. was a wee bit late.. but nonetheless still in time.. changed.. dawn on the "Holy" harry potter gown.. and tadah~ off we go to the auditorium! :D
Ms Chan was the one reading my names.. pretty honoured to have one of my closest lecturer in school and not to mention.. my Year 1 Comm Skills Lecturer to read my names.. Without her.. i wont have all the recommendation for to emcee Graduation Ceremony 2007 and Engineering Week 2007!
Had one whole load of photos taking after the ceremony.. apparently.. the photos aint ready yet.. so i cant post it up.. yeap..
After Graduation.. was Gigs after gigs at different venue.. the latest being the one at the New Marina Bay Intergrated Resorts- Marina Bay Sands for Microsoft launching event.Gig was good.. and i had a good time performing! :)
At the same time.. Asia Conference was in the midst as well! headed to help Strikeforce with their booth and then attending service after that..
Asia Conference was a blast i have to say.. though most of the time sitting in overflow area was sucky.. but nonetheless.. it was good.. esp the finale.. Fantabulous with Dr. A.R. Bernard's sermon!
June wasnt a good start.. for the deferment for YOG failed.. haiz.. meaning i have to freaking enlist on Aug 2nd.. and high chances of not being able to perform for YOG.. URGHHH!
Just sent off Soon wee yesterday at Pasir Ris Bus Interchange.. its a feeling i dunno how to put it.. seeing all the faces on the people booking in.. oh gosh.. soon its gonna be my turn! i totally dunno how im gonna fathom how im gonna feel on that day.. losing freedom for 2 years and having to be a dog some how.. National Slavery as they called it..
But oh well.. im keeping things positive and having an open mind.. hope it might at least help. ):
Went out with Joel today.. and accompanied him to upper serangoon to return a helium tank.. and oh boy was it a bad experience.. this is the VERY FIRST TIME the both of us actually get asked to get off the cab! i cant believe that attitude of the taxi driver.. and such people exist..
We wanted to head down to heartland mall after returning the tank.. cox its not say very far .. but not near either.. so we wanted the taxi driver to wait .. as in i will be inside the cab while Joel returns the tank.. and then continue the journey to heartland mall..
He told us that he cant park his cab there and wait for Joel.. so we suggested him turning one round.. i will stay in the cab.. and then turn one round back to fetch Joel.. Upon reaching.. he told us..
"Please find another cab... its the same right.. u can get another cab to fetch u to heartland mall once u finish ur stuff... so get off the cab"
im astonished as to wat im hearing from this cab driver.. its not like we are asking to take us on a free ride.. we are giving him business for goodness sake.. just a simple turn and then back to the spot to pick Joel up.. thats all! and he refuses..
Fine.. so we alighted.. and after returning the tank .. its dumb to flag another cab with another flag down fee and then travel like a few kilometres to Heartland mall.. so we decided to walk.. Bad idea...with the sun shining merciless on our head.. walking there is crazy.. all thanks to the taxi driver.
Nonetheless .. still made it there. had lunch there.. and headed back to tampines.. Bought an Addidas Response today! Gonna start hitting the tracks and run! wahaha! shiokness.. :D
Alright.. I FINALLY updated my blog... till the next time i update,
take care! :)
Ps: all the best to those enlisting in the coming days!
R.I.P
(Rotting. In. Progress)
alright.. so im here in my lab rotting once again... attachment in school for this 2 weeks.. is so gonna be boring... good ting? hahaha... somehow.. everyone in the lab is either gaming.. sleeping.. walking around... or just simply spacing... because all the lecturers dun realli have much for us to do for this 2 weeks.. except for some mundane stuff i guess.. thats why im like here in the lab blogging now... hahaa!
Tomooorrrow is the day!!! my first ever Party ever hosted in my 21 years of life... to be honest.. im kinda like more of nervous and scared instead of being excited... many have asked if im excited but yea.. im kinda like more nervous and scared.. reason being that i never hosted a party and i dun realli know how to go about it... so im trying all my best and hope everything runs well tmr!
after weeks of sourcing... getting materials... spending money... i realli hope everyone who comes tmr will enjoy and have fun at my party! :X
For those that are coming.. it will be my House... details can be found in my facebook event! =D
alright la... shall go and rot further... Update soon!
Take care! :)
Chinese New Year
Hey guys.. Happy Lunar New Year! i dunno bout u but i pretty much enjoyed my Chinese New Year this year... Partly was due to the fact that its the first year i spent all 3 days of Chinese New Year in Singapore... After a looooongggg timee......
Day 1 was pretty cool... went to Gram's House and stayed there... intending to go to the other relatives house that day.. but ended up... they all came to my Gram's House.. so save the trouble of going around singapore! all gather there.. hahaha!
Day 2 was alright.. with my mum side... can say its pretty boring over there.. so after dinner.. Eugene and I headed off to Zone X arcade at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station.. and played Jubeats! hahha.. its realli addicitive... i spent like damn alot of money on that machine that day.. played until the arcade closes at 11pm...
DAy 3 was a gathering with my mum side and related friends at my house... and boy were they hogging the mahjong table from noon till midnight 3 am.. hahaha! that day was pretty alright... never had guest at home for a long time too.. and i tink its a good opportunity to have a gathering at home.. cox moving house soon mah ...
Day 4.... Headed over to Roger's House with Joyce and Suherman.. aiyo.. that day is a glass breaking day for me.. broke a glass.. broke a chair... alamak... BUT BUT... they taught me how to play mahjong! wahahah.. finally learnt how to play mahjong after some epic hilarious mistakes made by me!
Went to watch Little Big Soldier.. the Jackie Chan movie... its was quite nice.. simple storyline.. and pretty hilarious too! enjoyed it !
Day 5 was today... Joyce and the peeps came over to my place for gathering.. and we played more mahjong.. meaning more chance to hone my skills in Mahjong!
Went to play Arcade after dinner.. and of course.. i played Jubeats! hahahaa.. got them to play also.. as a team play... hahaha.. so 1 person took 4 squares.. wahaha..
Pretty much thats all bout Chinese New Year so far..
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* i was totally speechless and dumbfounded when i received the call... totally dunno how to react... i literally couldnt believe that you are gone... and just a few days ago.. i was at ur home visiting you... and even shook ur hand.. wishing u speedy recovery and happy new year.. but i never tot that would be the last i see u and shook ur hand...
All the memories just flooded my mind today bout u being at Gram's birthday party.. joking around.. taking photos of others unknowingly.. and thats was how i caught the skills.. it was from you.. to be able to take great natural pictures with the person not knowing it.. onli then.. it can portray the live and the nature of the person..
And you were always the one asking us for our emails.. verifying everytime we met so that u can send us all the beautiful pictures taken... i realli appreciate all the things that u have done for us....
One thing i still remember till now.. is when we took the train home together with both our family... my parents and ur wife... and that was soo many years ago... in an almost empty train... and that time i was onli less than 10 years old... and u were there joking with me.. and taking photos of us in the train..
it's really hard... i tried my best to held back all the sadness and tears today just so not to ruin the day with the cliques.. but now.. i can realli feel everything sinking in...
Now that u rested... i know u will be happily reunited with the Lord for eternity...
Uncle Chris.. you will always be in our memories.. living on.. Thank You once again for all the blessing that you have brought to us...it was realli wonderful having you as my uncle! Thank you....
